That’s the last post about ‘Laura’s Diary – My Awesome Life’! Today, I have the second part of ‘Silver Trills’ for you, which means the next 12 song lyrics from my novel. Also, you can find new versions of two songs here – ‘Just Be My Angel’ and ‘You Won’t Cut Me Down’.

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Remember

I knock on your door, and I believe

You will open it for me

Open up your heart

Be happy about your life

Remember all these good moments

They made your life but

Also remember about these

That are yet to come

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Remember, remember

It’s the day, it’s today

Remember, remember

It all will end today

Remember, remember

It’s just this one day

Remember, remember

I will never forget you

*

Remember my words and

Everything will be alright

We got to do all we can

To make our dreams come true

Even when all we got left is

Just this one day

*

Remember, remember

It’s the day, it’s today

Remember, remember

It all will end today

Remember, remember

It’s just this one day

Remember, remember

I will never forget you

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Enjoy your life

Few simple words

Find a sense of life

Remember that

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Remember, remember

It’s the day, it’s today

Remember, remember

It all will end today

Remember, remember

It’s just this one day

Remember, remember

I will never forget you

Bad Dream

You gave me all control

But you don’t know I’ve got lost too

Seeing you crying is tearing me apart

I’ve never meant to break your heart

I don’t know how it could happen

*

I’m gonna stay to watch you falling down…

Now open your eyes. It was only a bad dream

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I’m gonna stay by your side forever

I’m gonna stay forever, yeah

I’m gonna be here forever, baby

*

Why would I want to break your heart

If I’m in love with you

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You’re acting like you’re in love

Don’t you see it’s hard to breathe

When you’re looking at me?

Know you wish you could be somebody

Please don’t be afraid to move

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I’m gonna stay to watch you falling down…

Now open your eyes. It was only a bad dream

*

I’m gonna stay by your side forever

I’m gonna stay forever, yeah

I’m gonna be here forever, baby

*

Why would I want to break your heart

If I’m in love with you

Only You

She still sincerely loves him so

Though he hurt her so

They still want to be close

Though they don’t know

He’s the one she wants

She wants to break through

She just needs a bit of courage

To sing this song:

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You’re the one I’ve wanted to be with

You’re the one I’ve wanted to make

My dreams come true with

But fate didn’t want the same for us

It separated us

And you just left me alone

But I still believe

It’s you and only you

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He’s astonished, says he feels the same

He wants to be close to her again

Happiness. They forgave each other

All sorrows, unhappy love

It’s just a memory now

They know better now

Let this moment last forever

And this song is just a memory:

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You’re the one I’ve wanted to be with

You’re the one I’ve wanted to make

My dreams come true with

But fate didn’t want the same for us

It separated us

And you just left me alone

But I still believe

It’s you and only you

*

I’m not her, it’s not our story

You know you’re the one

I wanted to believe in

But you never cared for me

I found someone meant for me

Pain gets lost in this rain

Forever… The last time

We sing this song:

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You’re the one I’ve wanted to be with

You’re the one I’ve wanted to make

My dreams come true with

But fate didn’t want the same for us

It separated us

And you just left me alone

But I still believe

It’s you and only you

When It’s So Hard

Even when it’s so hard

You can’t let it go

Oh, I know I, know I, know I, know I, know

Something’s going wrong

But I gotta stay strong

And sing this song

I’m Still Not Getting Over You

When I saw you with her

I cannot deny it

It felt so wrong

And I want you to know

I fell on my knees

I was in pieces

But you’re not the finished business

I’m still not getting over you

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I’m still not getting over you

We can still fix our hearts

Just let me win your game

Cause it’s not over

No matter what

I gotta get ya, get ya again

I gotta get ya, get ya again

I’m still not getting over you

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Maybe it was just a dream

Maybe it wasn’t real

Maybe it was a mistake, yeah

But what about all those memories?

It doesn’t make sense to me

What am I supposed to do?

Hey-yey, please save me baby

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I’m still not getting over you

We can still fix our hearts

Just let me win your game

Cause it’s not over

No matter what

I gotta get ya, get ya again

I gotta get ya, get ya again

I’m still not getting over you

Just Be My Angel

I don’t know where to go

I don’t know what to say

I’m just afraid

I need to move on

But I’ll never forget you

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I’m looking around

This room is so empty

And I feel lonely

I hear the voice inside of me

Saying you want to come in

*

All the memories

They’ll always be perfect

That’s all that I got left

*

Now you’re looking at me from heaven           

And I need you to be my angel                      

Just be my angel

*

Cause your love makes me feel stronger, yeah     

I’m not afraid as long as you remember me       

Just be my angel

*

You gave me the best

Twenty six years

And we did all we could

To save your life

I hope you can forgive us

*

I promise I will make

All your dreams come true

And I’m thankful I could

Spend one last day with you

You were the bravest

*

I hoped until the end

You can see my wedding

Play with my children

See the sea one more time

We thought we still have time

*

All the memories

They’ll always be perfect

That’s all that I got left

*

Now you’re looking at me from heaven           

And I need you to be my angel                      

Just be my angel            

*

Cause your love makes me feel stronger, yeah     

I’m not afraid as long as you remember me       

Just be my angel

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And even though I know

You’re hurting no more

It’s still breaking my heart

To see you go

I want you to come home

*

Now you’re looking at me from heaven           

And I need you to be my angel                      

Just be my angel            

*

Cause your love makes me feel stronger, yeah     

I’m not afraid as long as you remember me       

Just be my angel

*

We will meet someday

But until then…

Goodbye, dad

Rest in peace, dad

1961-2024 

Real Dream

Your smile makes my heart laugh

You know know it

Every night I dream about the day I first met you

You know know it

You’re showing me the world full of colours

You know know it

I love every sound that I make with you

You know know it

*

I’ve never been happier

And I know it’ll be better and better

It’s just what I feel

*

You’re my real dream

It’s getting sweeter and sweeter

Cause you’re my real dream

I don’t wanna wake up

*

I’m thinking of you every night and day

Cause you’re everything that I got in my brain

*

You’re my real dream

It’s getting sweeter and sweeter

Cause you’re my real dream

I don’t wanna wake up

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We’re dancing between the stars

In the diamond sky

It’s much better than a fairy tale

Cause it’s real life

You’re really here with me

And you’re my real dream

*

You’re my real dream

It’s getting sweeter and sweeter

Cause you’re my real dream

I don’t wanna wake up

*

I’m thinking of you every night and day

Cause you’re everything that I got in my brain

*

You’re my real dream

It’s getting sweeter and sweeter

Cause you’re my real dream

I don’t wanna wake up

Hold Me Tight

Falling like never before                                   

Just one time I saw your face                                           

And now I can’t help myself                                           

It’s impossible to forget you                                         

Oh, I wish you were here

*

And held me tight all day and night    

Just hold me tight (hold me tight)

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We don’t have to fall apart

Like they told us

We don’t have to lie

On the ground

Like they told us

We can rule the world

We can have it all

Just follow your heart

And you’ll find me again

*

Missing you is all I know

Oh, boy I want you back

*

Falling like never before                                   

Just one time I saw your face                                           

And now I can’t help myself                                           

It’s impossible to forget you                                         

Oh, I wish you were here

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And held me tight all day and night                                                                  

Just hold me tight (hold me tight)

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Stars are falling

I’m looking at the moon

And I feel that

You’re thinking of me too

You’ll always be mine

No matter how far we are

Oh, boy I can’t breathe

I need you here

Right now with me

*

Missing you is all I know

Oh, boy I want you back

*

Falling like never before                                   

Just one time I saw your face                                           

And now I can’t help myself                                           

It’s impossible to forget you                                         

Oh, I wish you were here

*

And held me tight all day and night                                                                  

Just hold me tight (hold me tight)

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I want you back

*

I need you here

*

Falling like never before                                   

Just one time I saw your face                                           

And now I can’t help myself                                           

It’s impossible to forget you                                         

Oh, I wish you were here

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And held me tight all day and night                                                                  

Just hold me tight (hold me tight)

Beautiful Love Song

I was standing on the floor

And I might fall

When I saw you walking in

Your smile, your eyes

It makes me feel so weak, yeah

Tell me something nice like:

“I can’t take my eyes off of you”

But you don’t have to

Cause I see that it’s true

Just stand in front of me

Cause it’s enough, yeah

*

I caught your attention

Just the way I am

I got a secret plan how to get you, baby

I can see in your eyes that you want it too

So let our love play, let it play

A beautiful love song, yeah

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I wanna taste your lips

I wanna be in your arms

And always feel you, this warm

Singing about your smile

Is a waste of time but

I’m doing this all the time, yeah

*

I caught your attention

Just the way I am

I got a secret plan how to get you, baby

I can see in your eyes that you want it too

So let our love play, let it play

A beautiful love song, yeah

*

I’m addicted to you

I’m obsessed with you

This love is so deep now

We won’t ever escape it

*

You’re a part of my soul

Our love is a twin flame

We’re burning bright and

We’ll never fade, my babe

*

I caught your attention

Just the way I am

I got a secret plan how to get you, baby

I can see in your eyes that you want it too

So let our love play, let it play

A beautiful love song, yeah

You Won’t Cut Me Down

I’m so free now

I’m finally free now

I’m finally someone

So tell me why

Why do ya tryna

Break me down?

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I’m still alive

You won’t cut me down

Cause now I fly

I’m so free now

I know you’re still, you’re still trying to cut me down

But you won’t, but you won’t catch me now

You won’t cut me down

You won’t cut me down

You won’t cut me down

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I’m still alive

There’s a knife

In my chest but I

But I’m still breathing

You won’t break me down

You won’t break me down

*

I’m still alive

You won’t cut me down

Cause now I fly

I’m so free now

I know you’re still, you’re still trying to cut me down

But you won’t, but you won’t catch me now

You won’t cut me down

You won’t cut me down

You won’t cut me down

*

I’m flying higher than ever

You won’t catch me now

You won’t bring me down

You won’t bring me down

*

I’m still alive

You won’t cut me down

Cause now I fly

I’m so free now

I know you’re still, you’re still trying to cut me down

But you won’t, but you won’t catch me now

You won’t cut me down

You won’t cut me down

You won’t cut me down

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My roots are too deep

You won’t cut me down

Beautiful Tragedy

Do you remember that day?

We both saw something

That we shouldn’t have

Something strange is still

Hanging in the air

Can you feel it? Can ya?

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It’s a beautiful tragedy

It’s the story of your life

I know you died

Somebody tried to cover you up

But I wanna live like

You’re still here with me

It’s a beautiful tragedy

Beautiful tragedy

*

I see that light which is

Disappearing now

It’s hope and their lives

They’re deeply falling down

I just can’t look away

So I can’t forget it now

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It’s a beautiful tragedy

It’s the story of your life

I know you died

Somebody tried to cover you up

But I wanna live like

You’re still here with me

It’s a beautiful tragedy

Beautiful tragedy

Love Kills

Love kills

My heart was in pieces

You set everything on fire

I guess you really liked it like that

But now I’m ready with my revenge

Now you can run away, yeah

*

Falling for people like you

Is the biggest mistake

Yeah, I did it twice

And it’s something I shouldn’t have done

Love kills

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You came and walked away

It was meant to be like that

Now I see I’ve never cried

Maybe it was never real

And now I really don’t care, yeah

*

Looking at people like you

Makes you go blind

Yeah, I know it now

It’s something I shouldn’t have done

Love kills

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Now I know it was the wrong guy but

It doesn’t matter anymore coz’

I have you now

It’s meant to be

It’s golden

It’s fine

Love can’t kill me anymore

Coz it’s you

And I

Forevermore

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That’s it! That’s the post! The last Monday post for a while!

If you also want to hear the snippets of these songs (vocals only), you can find them below. In a form of YT playlist, yes! Three more videos are yet to come!

Full recordings are available on Patreon.

I also recommend checking out my store! You can have anything you like with a 25% discount when you use the code ‘Summer2025’ at checkout. It’s valid until 15th August only. It works on a collection inspired by this novel, too!

Tomorrow I’m coming back with more trip kind of content.

Love, A.A.