The last Bloganuary post will be a little reflection on living a long life.

I’m just 26 years old, almost 27, and I have already seen a lot in my life, so I feel like I lived a thousand lives already. It doesn’t often happen to know everything at such a young age – hate at school or on the Internet, finding a twin flame, living in poverty, being homeless for fire, surviving a car accident, or losing a parent for a very rare kind of cancer. And that’s just a few things I can think of right now.

Another thing that makes me feel like I’ve already seen everything is this relationship which is 11 years old now. Yeah, that’s a very old story… And I feel like we’re still at the very beginning somehow.

Even though it’s been a very tough life in many ways and maybe peace and happiness just don’t exist in this Earthly life, but there are still many things that I’d like to experience in my life like getting married, starting a family, writing all books that I’d like to write (I have way too many ideas!), retiring, seeing my children getting married, and I’d like to see my grandchildren before I die. My dad didn’t manage to see it, so I wish I could kinda do it for him now…

There’s no time to waste because we never know how long we will really live. I have a feeling that I may live until my 70s, so I got time, but I guess we’ll see… I feel like I’ve wasted quite enough time waiting for a moment when I could finally start to live anyway… So, it’s my time now.

That’s all today. The new chapter of my story is coming on Monday, so see ya then.

Love, A.A.